Art Vlogging Thoughts, Projects and Vulnerability

You may have been wondering if I’ve been lost in a void after 3 months of radio silence. 
I have, but it wasn’t quite the emptiness you’d expect from a void.  There was painting, thinking, work, what Texans would call a blizzard, and so forth.  All things I wanted to write about, but haven’t had the time to turn those events and productivity into words here for the blog. 

It seems to be a weighing problem that I can’t find enough time to do the things that truly matter to me – besides bathing and eating.  I seriously would like to know how other people happily manage life because I can’t figure it the fuck out.

I spent the better part of April learning how to use Lightworks (because it was high time I started using legitimate video editing software and to stop using the terrible Windows Editor) and then editing these lost months of project footage into a short video.  I didn’t capture the usual depth of all the stories I haven’t had time to share, but in so few words, and lovely cinematography, I think the video explains well enough what’s been going on. 

Maybe someday I’ll write a memoir to make up for all the missed details.
Oh, who am I kidding.  I will have forgotten everything by then.